CHURCH HISTORY- PHILOSOPHY- CURRENT- 2013
1989 WHO SAYS YOU CANT GO HOME- Bon Jovi
2-22-13
Sold the Van yesterday.
Yeah- at least I took the NY-NJ
trip before the sale.
I bought the van new in 97- never
actually used it to sleep in on a road trip.
This past year I met a friend who
hung out at the mission- Will.
He had a van similar to mine and
he was traveling the country and living in the van.
I envied him- sort of like a
bucket list thing.
I took the trip a couple of weeks
later and even parked in the Wal mart at the bottom of the hill I grew up on.
To my old friends from N.J. -
it’s the one at the bottom of 91st street- by the NB swimming pool.
I slept in it for one night at
Wal Mart.
Cool!
A couple of weeks ago I put my
classic 1966 Mustang [GT- 281- 4 barrel Holley- the works!] on Craig’s List.
My kids are like ‘you’re selling
the Mustang?’
Yeah- they knew at that point
that I was really heading north.
So- that’s that.
I finished the Victor Frankl
book- Mans Search for Meaning.
I did like it- its’ a classic.
I guess the only other point to
mention from the book was how Frankl observed the 3 stages that the Nazi
prisoners went thru.
The initial stage was shock.
Then they went into a sort of
‘dead zone’- where they got used to it- as much as one could.
But some- upon release- did not
respond well right away.
Their minds were so tormented-
they were so devalued by their captors- that they did not immediately regain a
sense of hope.
Frankl noted that those in the camps
who lost all hope- they died before the others- even if they were in better
shape physically.
Hope- to have some meaning in
life- to see a purpose to our struggles.
These are the things that keep us
going.
When you take hope away from a
person- no purpose to what they are going thru.
Then they die.
But- if you see a purpose- even
in great difficulty- then you can pull thru.
The book of Hebrews says ‘who for
the joy that was set before him [Jesus] endured the Cross- despising the shame-
and is set down at the right hand of God’.
Isaiah says ‘I have seen the
travail of your soul and am satisfied- I divide to you the spoils with the
great- because you were numbered with the transgressors and bare the sin of
many’.
Hebrews again ‘every priest chosen
from among men struggles with the dame difficulties that those he prays for
also struggle with- so he may be able to identify with them’.
Yes- see a purpose in your trial-
in the end- it is more valuable than gold.
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1985
2-16-13
‘Mans Search for Meaning’
Just started reading the Victor
Frankl book- Mans Search for Meaning.
Frankl was a prisoner of the
Nazis during the war and he wrote this short book on the way men handled their
experiences.
He developed Logo therapy- a psycho therapy- a way to deal with human
issues.
Frankl was a Neurologist and he
used his time in the camp as a personal experience in dealing with the heart issues
of man.
As he observed his fellow
prisoners he noticed that those who survived were those who maintained hope for
a future.
They looked forward to a day when
better things would get better.
If they held on to a greater
purpose for their suffering- then they could survive.
Those who lost all hope- even if
they were in better shape physically- died.
Frankl’s approach was called Logo
Therapy.
[Note- as I looked some of this up in
Wikipedia- they had a wrong definition for the Greek word Logos. They said it
meant 'to know'. Actually the word Logos means ‘WORD'. The word for knowledge
in Greek is Gnosis. I did correct it- surprised they took my correction- I was
not even logged in. But be careful with Wikipedia- anyone can say anything I
guess?]
Frankl countered Freud’s
philosophy of Hedonism.
Freud [who Frankl read] said the
purpose of man is to simply maximize pleasure.
But how could a philosophy like
that help the Nazi prisoner?
His life is one of little- or no
pleasure.
There needed to be a greater
meaning behind life in order for the prisoner to survive.
Frankly did like the words of
Nietzsche ‘He who has a why to live for can bear almost any How’.
One of the great insights of
Frankl was man can abuse men- take away all he has [they were stripped-
literally- of all they had- their identities were taken from them].
But there is one thing others
cannot rob you of- that’s the way you choose to respond.
Of course Frankl was Jewish- and
the bible- Old Testament- does contain these truths.
The story of Job- especially
chapter 7- speaks of man in utter hopelessness.
A few years ago while praying
regular for my friends in prison- I began identifying with those who were given
seemingly hopeless penalties.
Sandra Briggs- a woman I have
never met or spoken to- she owned a jewelry store.
I read about her case in the San
Antonio paper.
Her husband was shot and killed
during a robbery a few years ago.
She had a few drinks at an older
type bar one night- sort of like a watering hole for older people [wrong to
drink and drive- I know!]
On the way home- in the dark-
there was a car parked in the road.
Of course she did not see it- you
would not have to been drinking to have not seen it.
The car was involved in an auto
accident and when she hit it- the vehicle ran into an off duty officer who was
there to help.
She killed him.
When she got out of her car she
had no idea someone died.
At the scene she spoke to the
cops- and thinking no harm was done- she waited with them there- almost
grateful that no one was hurt.
But she did not know that the off
duty officer was killed- half of his body was lying over the side rail.
She thought he was bending over
looking for something.
In court they portrayed her as
laughing while she cut the man in half- who was RIGHT THERE!
Like she knew of the death.
This lady- around 65- was given
45 years in prison.
Okay- that’s one case- I pray for
this lady every week [along with hundreds of other cases like this that I have
collected over the years].
I began to identify with them.
She must feel hopeless.
She will die in prison.
Frankl said that when we lose
hope- then we lose the will to live.
But the prisoners who somehow
were able to ‘see’ a future- a time when they might get out.
Then this carried them.
The book of Romans says ‘we are
Saved by Hope- but hope that is seen [already achieved] is not hope- but we
hope for the things that we don’t have yet’.
The book of Proverbs says
‘without a vision the people perish’.
Those who were able to see a
purpose in their suffering- they survived.
Those who saw no purpose- no
future- these died.
Are you going thru stuff?
Are things difficult for you?
Find purpose in the suffering-
don’t seek an immediate release.
The Psalmist said ‘It was good
for me that I was afflicted- before I was afflicted I went astray- but after I
kept thy word’.
The writer of Hebrews says ‘no
discipline for the present seems to be joyous- but grievous- never the less
after it yields the peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who go thru it’.
Try to find purpose in your
struggle- God will turn it into gold.
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1978
2-9-2013
40 DAYS
In a few more days the historic
church begins the Lenten season.
Every year around this time I
always felt like if I did 40 days abstention from any habit- that it would be a
breakthrough.
Problem?
Heck- who can do 40 days!
Well- by Gods grace- this year
Lent will begin- for me- with the first 40 days of the year as a sort of a self
imposed Lent.
Yes- I’m almost at my 40 days of
being clean- and it will be the first time in many years.
Okay- yesterday I spent the day
with the guys at the halfway house.
My ‘co-founder’ John David [who
will read all these posts when I’m done- I have been telling him I’m going to
post this whole journal at once- and I want him to read it. As a side note- I love David as a true brother
and friend. He was one of the original homeless ‘bums’ on the streets where I
live. As of now- I must confess- he’s
the ‘best’ fruit from that field. Henry
too.]
Me and David hung out at the
building where we meet for the AA meetings [We take the guys at the halfway
house to this meeting a lot- it’s sort of our Home Group].
David was getting a little
depressed- he dropped off a good friend of ours at Detox- and we found out he
never made it in.
We were not sure if he walked
away on his own- or if he had some medical problem that kept him out.
At this Detox- called Charlie’s
Place- if you are too sick- or withdrawing too bad- they won’t accept you.
Either way- David was letting it
get to him- I prayed before I left and I think all will turn out well.
Once again [yeah Brother- I know
I’m telling on you a lot in this journal!J]
we got into another ‘heated’ discussion.
Every so often David offers me
the ‘whole program’.
He does his best to do what he
feels is his calling- to gain recruits into AA.
At this time- I tell him ‘thank
you David- I’m doing good- for various reasons that I will explain later [like
in this journal] but just give this some time’.
In yesterdays ‘talk’ I told
David- again- that there are many former alcoholics who have ‘stopped drinking’
for good [without AA].
He tells me he thinks God has
ordained AA- in this time- to be the program to free people.
I tell him I do agree that it’s a
tool- but when you say ‘I believe you will go back to drinking- even after many
years/months of being sober- unless a person submits to the program’.
This approach is very legalistic-
and to be frank- makes me feel like ‘going out’ [drinking].
Okay- enough of that.
Let me share a verse the Lord
impressed on me this last month.
I forget where it is in the
bible- but it says;
‘I have delivered you from the
things your soul lusted after- you will find them no more at all’.
As I approach my 40 days of
abstaining from addictive behavior- I do sense a sort of freedom from the
nagging thoughts- images- that embed within the mind [soul] after years of
acting out.
Now- I do pray regularly- read
scripture- do outreach to friends- I do- and have done- lots of the things that
12 step programs recommend.
But I think the biggest reason
for not ‘seeking after’ sinful desires- is God’s grace- and going thru a period
of not doing the act.
Yes- much of the stuff I’m
reading on addictive behavior does say that after a period of not doing an act-
anywhere from 21 to 40 days- that there will be an actual change in the
brain/mind- and ‘your soul will not find those things anymore’.
My experience has been- even
during past times of abstaining from an addictive behavior- that initially you
might have constant thoughts [temptations] of doing the act.
But- after the 30-40 days- that
goes away.
Now- you might be thinking ‘o-
how I wish that were true’.
Well- it is true- there are many
thousands [hundreds of thousands] who will tell you that this is true!
That’s why- in some scenarios-
the well meaning AA friends- without realizing it- might be hindering true
freedom for some- by telling them that they think- or know- that others will
drink again- unless they submit to the program.
In this case- we all need to be
careful.
Share your experience- strength
and hope.
And I am sharing information that
maybe you have never read.
Heck- I just picked up 3 books
from the book store on addictions- and there are many stories of people who
have done this short 30 day test- and got free- for good!
‘John- can I really stop sinning-
for real’?
Yes.
I’ll quote the apostle John to
you again.
‘My little children- these things
write I unto you that ye sin not’
‘He that is born of God does not
practice sin’
‘By this we know the children of
God- they do Gods commandments’.
I quote these verses- not to make
you feel guilty- but to give you the biblical narrative- the ‘experience-
strength and hope’ in the bible.
Yes- being free is a free gift of
grace.
Many have been finding this- long
before the days of 12 step groups- before Detox clinics- before all the very
well meaning programs that are out there.
Yes- believe- you can be free- if
you want.
NOTE- many of the Detox programs
do a great job- they give people the tools to have their first 30 days [ or 28
days- many Detox centers are referred to as 28 day programs] of being
free. My feeling is many relapse because
when they get out they have no structure for life itself. That’s where AA comes in as a useful tool for
many. The program offers Life Structure to long time addicts whose whole life-
even their social life- revolved around using.
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1977 CONFESSION
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2-8-13
Just started studying the 1st letter
of the apostle John.
John- the disciple of Jesus-
wrote the gospel that bears his name.
He also wrote the 3 short
letters- 1st, 2nd and 3rd John.
And the book of Revelation [some
scholars think another John might have written Revelation].
Now- 1st John fits in
well with the current study we are doing on addictions.
Over the years I have read the
letter lots- and as somewhat of a student- I’m aware of the various schools of
thought on John.
For instance- he says- alot-
things like;
‘Those who are born of God do not
commit sin’
‘By this we know the children of
God and the devil- those who sin are not of God- those who keep his
commandments are of God’
John uses language like this all
thru out the letter.
So- this has caused some teachers
thru the centuries to try and ‘water’ down what John said [meant?]
Why?
Because the human experience
seems to tell us that humans- while in the flesh- will never be totally
‘sinless’.
Okay- but there are those who say
yes- we- as humans- can reach a point of being ‘sinless’.
Others say that John was just
saying ‘constant sin’.
Sort of like these statements
that those who are of God CANNOT SIN- that it really means ‘they don’t do it
all the time’.
Okay- what one is it?
I have sided with those who have
said John is not saying we can achieve perfection- total perfection- in this
life.
Yet- I also think others [in this
group of thinking it does not mean sinless] have kind of used this as an
excuse.
That is- John is clearly saying
that when we are united with God- we will reach a point of overcoming sin-
addictions- and that we can live without actually being addicted.
Okay- a few points.
How do we achieve this state?
Both John- and James [the letter
in the New Testament that I covered last] give us biblical principles that
help.
One of the reasons the 12 step
movement does indeed work- is because they practice the biblical principle of
what I call OPEN COMMUNITY.
Huh- what’s that?
In these letters- as well as the
whole bible- we as believers are told to CONFESS our faults one to another.
Yes- after the Protestant
Reformation of the 16th century- many Protestants [of which I am]
abandoned this practice.
For 15 hundred years most
Christians practiced Confession- yes- to a Priest.
Now- the original reformers
[Luther- Calvin- etc.] did not reject confession to a priest.
It’s important to know this-
because many Protestants seem to equate their protest against the Catholic
Church along with the idea ‘I don’t need to confess to any man- Jesus is my
Priest’.
True as that is- yet the New
Testament does indeed tell us to confess our faults [which does include sin] to
one another.
Okay- this practice- of Open
Community- of having others that your are accountable to- is practiced in 12
step groups.
You tell others- openly ‘I have
been clean so many days’.
Others ask you [whether sponsors
or fellow AA’ers] ‘are you clean’?
I have told a good friend- a few
times already ‘yeah- my Birthday has not changed’.
See- this is a biblical thing- a
practice that is often not practiced in protestant churches because of what I
just explained.
So- how do we apply the teaching
of the Apostle John- he did say that ‘by this we know we are the children of
God- everyone that does what is right- who keeps God’s commands- who DOES NOT
SIN- these are of God’.
I think a key is this Open
Community ideal- we admit to each other our faults.
Now- in this journal I’m doing- I
have been more open than many about addictions that most of us hide.
Let’s be real- It’s easier to say
‘my name is so and so and I’m an alcoholic’.
Than to say ‘I have an addiction
to porn’.
See?
So- as we move forward with this
journal- as God leads- maybe this will be an opportunity for others to ‘sign
on’ so to speak.
Okay- that’s it for today-
remember- the bible teaches us to be open with each other- of course you need
to also be careful with whom you choose to ‘confess’ to.
AA does teach that there are some
things that you need to share with at least one other person.
But to be careful not to cast
your Pearls before swine.
That is- sometimes it’s not
helpful to tell too many others about your hidden sins.
So- let God lead.
Also- the 1st letter
of John is indeed calling all of us to live free from habitual patterns of sin.
It is not simply saying we have
been forgiven [which is true].
But John is saying if we are of
God- born of him- then we will eventually show it by keeping his commands and
‘not sinning’ any more.
That is- we can indeed overcome
our addictions- all of them.
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1963 NO BULL
Let’s talk a little about this
past week- and if I have time maybe hit on today’s House [of Rep’s] vote on the
millionaire tax increase [which should be an Obama dream come true!]
Okay- over the weekend I had one
of the street guys stay over.
Huey fell and probably broke a
few ribs- he’s been struggling in the camp and called around 4:30 pm on Friday.
I was sitting at the halfway
house- which I helped start with Huey's brother- John David.
I was talking to my friend who
has terminal cancer- and was getting ready to go home and take the weekend off
from ministry stuff.
That’s when Huey called- so to be
honest it was a sacrifice to bring him home- and give the weekend to ministry
stuff.
But- earlier in the day Henry
mentioned the story of the Good Samaritan- how he put the man up- paid for his
bill at the hotel [Inn] and went out of his way for the man.
When I got the call- I knew I was
supposed to do it.
It’s funny- every time Huey comes
over- if he leaves some type of trinket- there is always a sign to the thing.
Because he’s homeless- he has his
stuff all over the area- maybe some clothes at another friend’s house- he’ll
leave his guitar over here [hanging on the wall].
So- when I came back from my trip
to N.J. - I brought back a walking staff/stick that I found in the park where I
grew up.
I stuck it here at my house- in
the room I use for the street guys.
I have all types of biblical nick
knacks in the room- verses on the wall- stuff like that.
So- I was looking for a couple of
little angel pins a few weeks ago- was going to use it on one of these walking
staffs that I made [not ‘girly’ angels- but saint Michael the Archangel- you
know- tough stuff!]
So- Huey spent the night a while
ago- the next day I go I to clean the room- and sure enough- he left a hat on
the stick- and the hat had 2 angel pins on it [I could not find them on my own
by the way].
So- after this last weekend stay-
before I clean the room after the guys spend the night- I usually write and do
my blogging in the morning.
That morning I read some of the
Psalms and wrote down a verse about Bulls.
It’s a common theme in the bible-
it actually fits in with the posts I did last week.
The Psalm says God is more
pleased with the sacrifices of praise and worship than he is with the offerings
of ‘Bulls and Oxen’.
Okay- the point is God did not
really want animal sacrifices- he wanted our hearts.
Today- in the New Covenant church
that we all belong to- we have no more animal sacrifices- Jesus died for us on
the Cross and he was the final sacrifice for the sins of man.
The apostle Peter writes we now offer the
sacrifices of praise to God- the same theme we read in the Psalms.
So- I write down the Psalm on a
piece of paper and hang it on the wall.
I start cleaning the room- and
Huey must have broke a belt buckle- he left the 2 pieces of the broken buckle
in the room.
They were 2 Bulls.
After I hung up the Psalm- I
stuck the bulls to the wall.
Yeah- true story- no bull.
[Actually ‘no bull[s]’ means we are now living
in a new age of grace and praise- no more need for animal sacrifice- get it?]
Okay- I have not written much
about the news lately- though there is always stuff going on.
I mentioned a few weeks ago it looked
like the president was really not looking for a deal with the House Repubs- not
like in the past.
He seemed to have abandoned the
idea of serious cuts to entitlement programs- and simply wanted to win a
political feud to raise taxes on- quote- ‘millionaires and billionaires’.
Now- in reality- the president
and many other Dem’s have said that they just want to raise taxes on the ‘rich’
and not do any cutting.
But the Repubs have never agreed
to this.
So- the last few weeks that’s
what they have been haggling over.
It looked like Obama was gonna go
over the ‘cliff’ and let the Repubs take the blame.
So- as a counter punch- the Repub
house is going to try and pass a bill today that will raise taxes on
millionaires- and that’s it.
Huh?
In essence- the bill would let
the Bush tax rates expire on everyone else- except ‘Millionaires and
Billionaires’.
Look- I have watched this stuff
for years- if Obama really means what he says- this is looking a gift horse in
the mouth- this is what has said he wants- and in the past he would never- ever
get a deal like this- without entitlement cuts.
Is he going to take the deal- by
making the Dems in the senate vote yeah?
No.
He said it’s a game- a ploy- and
they are already saying it’s no good.
This tells me he really does not
want what he told us- ‘millionaires and billionaires’.
No- at this point- he wants to
win the game.
Sure- we all know just raising
the tax rate on millionaires really won’t raise enough revenue- but he has not
played it that way this last year.
He has the average American
thinking all he wants is to raise taxes on millionaires.
Well- if that’s what you say you
want.
Then Merry Christmas Mr.
President- from John Boehner.
NOTE- in Revelation chapter 4 we
read about a beast vision that the Apostle John saw- the image had 4 things to
it- 2 of them were a Calf [bull] and an Eagle.
One of the church Fathers taught
that these images are types of Christ- sort of like the 4 gospels can be seen
in these images of 4 beasts.
I find it interesting that Huey
has left me 2 of these 4 images already [Bull and Eagle].
Let’s see what’s next.
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1961 What is the main message of
the bible?
I want to continue with the
strain of thought from the last post.
But first- some politics.
Yesterday Susan Rice pulled
herself out of the race for Secretary of state.
Obviously the president felt it
would be bad to have her at the center of a huge nomination process- being
she’s at the heart of the Benghazi scandal.
Okay- what’s the big deal?
Yes- once again- some on the left
side of the aisle [not all] have accused the other side of not being ready for
a Black woman secy of state.
Huh?
Yes- the pundits were out saying
‘when will the Repubs ever be ready for anyone but a White male holding the
office’.
You know- for the money these
guys get [MSNBC] you think they would maybe educate themselves on the main
subject of their job.
We haven’t had a White- male
secretary of state for around 20 years [last one was Larry Eagleburger].
As a matter of fact- the last one
a Repub president had- just happened to be a Black woman – with the last name
of Rice! [Condi].
Sad- these race baiters are destroying
the fabric of the country- and they are doing it on the altar of vanity.
Sure- they think [make it sound
like] they are the defenders of the minorities- but they hold an elitist
attitude- one that has scorn for the rest of the country [outside the media
market of NYC].
At the end of the day- they
misinform their viewers- they believe that their racist charges are true- and
they incite a sort of ‘reverse racism’ by creating an underlying distrust of
those who are not like them.
Okay- in the last post I
discussed the main message of the bible- what the main purpose is.
Over the years- as Christianity
developed- the church had councils and meetings to hash out various
controversies.
Over time- these meetings
produced the historic creeds of the church.
Now- as a Protestant- I am not an
‘anti- traditional’ one.
I have read- taught- studied the
creeds and the councils- and I’m on the side of those who hold to the creeds.
But- this has tended to cloud the
main message of the New Testament.
Which is called The Good News.
What was the message the Apostles preached in the book of Acts?
The bible says they ‘preached the
word’.
This was not simply a ‘bible
message’ per se.
That is- they were not doing what
many modern preachers do- simply going thru the bible to find various verses-
about all types of subjects- and then making application.
No- they were preaching Christ-
they were telling the world of their day that Christ came as the promised
Messiah and died and rose again.
Then they told the people if they
had faith- and they became followers of ‘This Way’- they would be justified by
God- in a way that the law would not be able to do.
This is the heart of the New
Testament message- that people are now saved by faith in the death and
resurrection of Christ- as opposed to the old way of Law.
This is the basic message- what
we call the good news.
But- like I said above- in the
world of politics and religion- this simple message has been obscured.
Many people reject Christianity
because of the hard line creeds and statements that came out of the church
councils.
Many object to the way the Church
has defined the doctrine of the Trinity.
Now- I’m with the creeds on this-
but I do understand how Muslims- Jews- and even many Christian ‘groups’ have
also had problems with the historic definition.
A friend asked me the other day
about the Jehovah’s Witnesses.
Now- at first I had no idea why
he asked- but I told him I try and take a much more gracious position then you
might hear from the average Christian teacher.
I told him they did break away
from the historic position of the Trinity- but I also told him there have been
many believers- all thru the history of the church- that have done the same
thing.
I did a quick review of the Arian
controversy [not Aryan- like the racist group].
In the early centuries of the
church there was a famous Catholic bishop by the name of Arias.
He held to the same belief that
the present Jehovah’s Witnesses do- that Jesus was not God- in the same sense
that God the Father is God.
Okay- eventually the church
overruled him- but there was a time where this belief was widely accepted- and
taught- in much of the church.
Till this day there are entire
groups of Christians that never rejected this initial belief- and they have
been around since the days of Arius.
So- when discussing this with my
friend- I tried to say I do understand how other religions have a problem with
the historic way we have defined the Trinity.
He then told me his dad- who was
a heathen his whole life- married a wonderful Jehovah Witness woman later in
life- and he has become a devout believer.
So- in a way he was glad to see
that even though the church does not believe the same way his dad believes- yet
at the same time- there have been- and continue to be- many sincere believers
who have had the same ideas as his dad and step mom.
Okay- said all that to say this.
Many good Muslims- who try to
serve the Lord to the best of their ability- they see this doctrine as the
major point of Christianity.
That is- they do not see the main
message spoken about in the New Testament as the simple truth that God sent
Jesus as the Messiah- more than a prophet- though a prophet he was.
But he came as the fulfillment of
the promise that God made all thru out the history of Israel.
That someday a Messiah would come
and he would not just die for the Jewish nation- but for all people groups.
And that all those who are
struggling to please God thru their own obedience to the law- they are now free
from ‘the law’ and can come to God based on the obedience of Christ.
Now- this would later become a
debate- both in church history- and in the pages of the bible itself.
We read in the New Testament that
some were accusing the apostle Paul of teaching that we can go out and sin-
break the law- because we are now under grace.
Paul defended himself against
this charge- and said we- as children of God- do God’s will.
He did not teach it was okay to
break the commandments.
But- he did teach we are not
justified- made acceptable in the sight of God- thru our doing of the
commandments.
He taught that this system of
trying to please God thru the obedience of the law was flawed from the get go.
Simply because all men are
sinners- and no man could ever keep the law 100%.
Therefore God made a New Covenant
with man [as opposed to the Old Covenant which was based on the law and works].
In this new ‘deal’ Jesus dies for
the sins of the whole world- and all who now believe are forgiven by God and
have eternal life.
This is a free gift that God
gives to man based on the death of his Son.
Jesus said ‘For God so loved the
world that he gave his only begotten Son- that whoever believes in him will not
perish but have everlasting life’.
This is the Good News- this is
the main message of the bible.
When I hear people of other
faiths- or even people who have joined various sects of Christianity- when I
hear them have sincere objections to the Trinity- or to some other doctrine- I
try and bring them back to this main message of the bible.
This simple message of Christ
dying for the sins of men- and freeing man from the struggle of trying to
please God by keeping the law- that’s the old Testament that is no longer in
force.
Paul the apostle wrote the
Corinthian church and he said he was worried that satan was blinding their
minds form the SIMPLICITY that is in Christ.
I have found this to be true over
the years- many people have all types of objections to Christianity.
Some have to do with politics and
the Western world.
Some have to do with the way the
church has come to define certain doctrines.
But for the most part- many of
these well meaning objectors have never really understood what I just showed
you- that none of these things are the main message of the bible.
No- the main message of the bible
is that because of Christ we now have a New Covenant with God.
Not one that is based on our
ability [or inability] to keep the law.
No- that was doomed from the
start- no man could do it.
But this New Deal we have is
completed in Christ- we can come boldly to the throne of grace- because Jesus
made the way.
Note- Do me a favor, those who
read/like the posts- re-post them on other sites as well as the site you read
them on. Thanks- John. Don’t forget to scroll down on the timeline [Facebook] -
I have posted lots.
1957 TODAY I HAVE TO GO- DON’T
WORRY.
Which way to go?
Yeah- today I have lots of things
to write about- but must pick one or 2.
Yesterday I spent the day with
David- my buddy who started the halfway house.
I picked up Henry in the morning-
he was at a weekly breakfast that a local church sponsors.
I actually posted the pic
yesterday- the plate looked like a Denny’s thing!
I don’t eat breakfast or lunch-
though I’m regularly at these spots- because that’s where I have met lots of
street guys in the past.
Me and Henry stopped at brother
Rey's [pastor of church without walls] and he donated a couple of real nice
cots to the halfway house.
At the halfway house we took in a
new guy- John.
Yeah- I was with John David- I
took John Henry- and we added another John.
That has come up a lot these last
few months.
I also posted his pic on
Facebook.
Please pray for him- he has liver
cancer real bad- has been sober for a while- but he might die while at the
house.
Okay- I really did not plan on
spending the whole day helping with the halfway house- but once we started- I
felt that was the plan for the day.
As we left the halfway house and
headed back to David’s little apt. - he wanted to stop at McDonalds- the one
close to the area where all this is happening.
As we sat inside- I relayed to
David and Henry that the last time I was here was about 8 months ago.
It was the beginning of my
involvement in this area of town [downtown Corpus- most of my homeless/street
friends live on the south side].
I told the guys that I took a
ride one morning- prayed for the Lord to open some doors- and stopped right
here.
There were 2 homeless guys
sleeping on the bus benches outside.
It was early- about 6:30 in the
morning.
I bought a couple of breakfasts
and woke the guys up- they were grateful for the meal.
I spent about 4 hours with the
guys- hanging out- telling them about the ministry and all.
I never saw them again.
I did go back to look for them-
but like many others- they just moved on.
But- thru a series of events- we
are now doing the halfway house right in the area- and sitting at the same
McDonalds that I bought the breakfasts from.
So yes- God did open some doors-
in ways that I did not see in the beginning.
Yesterday as I was reading the
paper I came across a sad story.
When I read my papers every
morning- I glean from the both current events- which I write about lots.
But I also write the names of
severe crime cases- people being sent to prison for life- or upcoming death
penalty guys.
I write the date of their
execution on my calendar- I pray for them thru out the months [along with lots
of others].
And if I remember- I pray for
them on the day of execution [I’m not praying for them to get ‘spared’ though
that did happen one day- but for them to die ‘well’. If they are indeed guilty-
to ask forgiveness from their victim’s families if they have not done this. Or
if they have denied the crime- to confess- to go out well- and to ask God for
forgiveness].
I started this a few years ago- I
felt the Lord leading me into this strange type of prayer group- you know-
people who are now dead.
Almost seemed like a waste of
time- I mean who 'collects’ these dead ones?
Anyway- in yesterday’s paper I
read about Niko [the San Antonio news].
They had a picture of him sitting
on the beach- by a pier.
He is [was] 11 years old.
Niko was an ambitious young kid-
smart- and had big plans.
He liked soccer- and wanted to
attend Harvard one day.
But Niko was diagnosed with
cancer- and died.
The story went on.
His family were visiting him at
the hospital once again.
And he said to them ‘Today is the
day- today I have to go’.
He died later that day.
As I read Niko’s words- it was so
sad.
The end of the story said his
last words were ‘don’t worry about me’.
I have Nikos story right here-
when I’m done typing I will post it here in my study- along with the names of
my ‘prisoners’ who have died.
Yeah- in some way I feel like
this little community that I live amongst- homeless buddies- friends in prison-
and some who have died.
That they are all part of this
group.
I have had many confirmations
about this over the years.
I’ll end with just one.
A few years back I did an on-line
teaching about the other books that never made it into the bible.
Many years ago I bought some of
these- and when you study church history and theology- well- these are an
aspect of that type of teaching.
So I commented on them- gave the
reasons why we don’t have them in our bibles.
But I also said that when I read
some of them- I have found some are actually quite good.
One of my favorites is called the
Epistle of Barnabus.
But there are others as well.
Some in the early church actually
had a couple of these that were included in some of the early bibles- others
were never given a 2nd thought.
By the way- in this field of
study- I come down of the conservative side.
That is I don’t hold to the ideas
of men like Bart Ehrman- the more liberal scholars.
They seem to give more credence
to the books that never made it into the canon- and cast too much doubt on the
bible we have today.
Anyway- the few that I do lile-
when I re-read them as the years go by- there have been times when God did
speak to me.
Here’s one.
As my prayer time developed into
this inclusion of dead folk [above].
I felt much more awareness of my
friends who have died- as being amongst us during prayer.
Now- I don’t ‘pray to them’ but I
have a greater sense of praying ‘with them’.
I mention their kids and all- because these guys- some- were actually
friends of mine- who came to my church meetings I started years ago.
So- I painted a spot on my wall-
it was dedicated to this group.
I simply wrote a few things-
stuff that reminded me that these were those who have gone on- and are yet
‘here’.
Sort of like my ‘friends in
prison’ type of thing.
Prison represents those who have
died- and we are not so sure where they are- to be honest.
I’ll explain it in a moment.
So- right after I painted this
little altar area- I read in one of the ‘lost books of the bible’ [I think it
was in the Revelation of St. Peter?].
It said ‘have you preached to the
spirits in prison yet’.
Meaning- have you included those
who have died yet- have you yet ‘learned this’ son?
That was the type of sense I got.
As I read the verse- I simply
said ‘yes’.
Now- I do know the source is from
one of the early books that is not in the bible.
But this reference- even if it is
a copy- or a fake- does come from our bibles as well.
It’s in the letter of Peter [I
think 1st Peter 3?]
And it’s one those texts that
scholars haggle over.
But Peter is speaking about some
who died before the days of the world wide flood [Genesis 6].
And he refers to these dead
people hearing the gospel- by Christ himself- after he died and rose again.
And they are called ‘the spirits
in prison’.
So- that’s the same thing I
felt/understood as I began seeing those who have gone on- well- they are still
with us in a way.
Yeah- in a few minutes I will
post little Niko’s picture up on my wall.
I’ll look at it as time goes by-
as I see all my friends- both living and dead- and I will read his words.
‘Today I have to go- don’t
worry’.
Yes- Jesus said out of the mouths
of babies thou hast perfected praise.
You think?
Note- Do me a favor, those who
read/like the posts- re-post them on other sites as well as the site you read
them on. Thanks- John. Don’t forget to scroll down on the timeline [Facebook] -
I have posted lots.
1957 TODAY I HAVE TO GO- DON’T
WORRY.
Which way to go?
Yeah- today I have lots of things
to write about- but must pick one or 2.
Yesterday I spent the day with
David- my buddy who started the halfway house.
I picked up Henry in the morning-
he was at a weekly breakfast that a local church sponsors.
I actually posted the pic
yesterday- the plate looked like a Denny’s thing!
I don’t eat breakfast or lunch-
though I’m regularly at these spots- because that’s where I have met lots of
street guys in the past.
Me and Henry stopped at brother
Rey's [pastor of church without walls] and he donated a couple of real nice
cots to the halfway house.
At the halfway house we took in a
new guy- John.
Yeah- I was with John David- I
took John Henry- and we added another John.
That has come up a lot these last
few months.
I also posted his pic on
Facebook.
Please pray for him- he has liver
cancer real bad- has been sober for a while- but he might die while at the
house.
Okay- I really did not plan on
spending the whole day helping with the halfway house- but once we started- I
felt that was the plan for the day.
As we left the halfway house and
headed back to David’s little apt. - he wanted to stop at McDonalds- the one
close to the area where all this is happening.
As we sat inside- I relayed to
David and Henry that the last time I was here was about 8 months ago.
It was the beginning of my
involvement in this area of town [downtown Corpus- most of my homeless/street
friends live on the south side].
I told the guys that I took a
ride one morning- prayed for the Lord to open some doors- and stopped right
here.
There were 2 homeless guys
sleeping on the bus benches outside.
It was early- about 6:30 in the
morning.
I bought a couple of breakfasts
and woke the guys up- they were grateful for the meal.
I spent about 4 hours with the
guys- hanging out- telling them about the ministry and all.
I never saw them again.
I did go back to look for them-
but like many others- they just moved on.
But- thru a series of events- we
are now doing the halfway house right in the area- and sitting at the same
McDonalds that I bought the breakfasts from.
So yes- God did open some doors-
in ways that I did not see in the beginning.
Yesterday as I was reading the
paper I came across a sad story.
When I read my papers every
morning- I glean from the both current events- which I write about lots.
But I also write the names of
severe crime cases- people being sent to prison for life- or upcoming death
penalty guys.
I write the date of their
execution on my calendar- I pray for them thru out the months [along with lots
of others].
And if I remember- I pray for
them on the day of execution [I’m not praying for them to get ‘spared’ though
that did happen one day- but for them to die ‘well’. If they are indeed guilty-
to ask forgiveness from their victim’s families if they have not done this. Or
if they have denied the crime- to confess- to go out well- and to ask God for
forgiveness].
I started this a few years ago- I
felt the Lord leading me into this strange type of prayer group- you know-
people who are now dead.
Almost seemed like a waste of
time- I mean who 'collects’ these dead ones?
Anyway- in yesterday’s paper I
read about Niko [the San Antonio news].
They had a picture of him sitting
on the beach- by a pier.
He is [was] 11 years old.
Niko was an ambitious young kid-
smart- and had big plans.
He liked soccer- and wanted to
attend Harvard one day.
But Niko was diagnosed with
cancer- and died.
The story went on.
His family were visiting him at
the hospital once again.
And he said to them ‘Today is the
day- today I have to go’.
He died later that day.
As I read Niko’s words- it was so
sad.
The end of the story said his
last words were ‘don’t worry about me’.
I have Nikos story right here-
when I’m done typing I will post it here in my study- along with the names of
my ‘prisoners’ who have died.
Yeah- in some way I feel like
this little community that I live amongst- homeless buddies- friends in prison-
and some who have died.
That they are all part of this
group.
I have had many confirmations
about this over the years.
I’ll end with just one.
A few years back I did an on-line
teaching about the other books that never made it into the bible.
Many years ago I bought some of
these- and when you study church history and theology- well- these are an
aspect of that type of teaching.
So I commented on them- gave the
reasons why we don’t have them in our bibles.
But I also said that when I read
some of them- I have found some are actually quite good.
One of my favorites is called the
Epistle of Barnabus.
But there are others as well.
Some in the early church actually
had a couple of these that were included in some of the early bibles- others
were never given a 2nd thought.
By the way- in this field of
study- I come down of the conservative side.
That is I don’t hold to the ideas
of men like Bart Ehrman- the more liberal scholars.
They seem to give more credence
to the books that never made it into the canon- and cast too much doubt on the
bible we have today.
Anyway- the few that I do lile-
when I re-read them as the years go by- there have been times when God did
speak to me.
Here’s one.
As my prayer time developed into
this inclusion of dead folk [above].
I felt much more awareness of my
friends who have died- as being amongst us during prayer.
Now- I don’t ‘pray to them’ but I
have a greater sense of praying ‘with them’.
I mention their kids and all- because these guys- some- were actually
friends of mine- who came to my church meetings I started years ago.
So- I painted a spot on my wall-
it was dedicated to this group.
I simply wrote a few things-
stuff that reminded me that these were those who have gone on- and are yet
‘here’.
Sort of like my ‘friends in
prison’ type of thing.
Prison represents those who have
died- and we are not so sure where they are- to be honest.
I’ll explain it in a moment.
So- right after I painted this
little altar area- I read in one of the ‘lost books of the bible’ [I think it
was in the Revelation of St. Peter?].
It said ‘have you preached to the
spirits in prison yet’.
Meaning- have you included those
who have died yet- have you yet ‘learned this’ son?
That was the type of sense I got.
As I read the verse- I simply
said ‘yes’.
Now- I do know the source is from
one of the early books that is not in the bible.
But this reference- even if it is
a copy- or a fake- does come from our bibles as well.
It’s in the letter of Peter [I
think 1st Peter 3?]
And it’s one those texts that
scholars haggle over.
But Peter is speaking about some
who died before the days of the world wide flood [Genesis 6].
And he refers to these dead
people hearing the gospel- by Christ himself- after he died and rose again.
And they are called ‘the spirits
in prison’.
So- that’s the same thing I felt/understood
as I began seeing those who have gone on- well- they are still with us in a
way.
Yeah- in a few minutes I will
post little Niko’s picture up on my wall.
I’ll look at it as time goes by-
as I see all my friends- both living and dead- and I will read his words.
‘Today I have to go- don’t
worry’.
Yes- Jesus said out of the mouths
of babies thou hast perfected praise.
You think?
Note- Do me a favor, those who
read/like the posts- re-post them on other sites as well as the site you read
them on. Thanks- John. Don’t forget to scroll down on the timeline [Facebook] -
I have posted lots.
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